Ripples (part two)
by Bane
Rating: NC-17 (Warning)
Pairings: Zechs and Duo
Warnings: no spoilers
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters portrayed in this story, nor do I make any money from it so please don't sue me.
Authors Notes: I have to put my hands up and say that I twisted Gundam Wing history here to suit my own needs. The story is set after Heero self detonated, and before Zechs leaves Oz. Once more it's hats off to Kat for her time and patience for cleaning, and polishing as well as posting. Thank you very, very much.
Duo felt his bottom lip begin to tremble as he looked up into Zechs' worried face. "No you didn't hurt me but I. in your mouth." Lowering his eyes, Duo picked up the end of his braid and began to fiddle with it. "I'm sorry I didn't mean too but I couldn't help it. I'm so sorry."
Warm fingers wrapped around Duo's as he gripped the end of his braid more tightly. "Why are you apologizing when you haven't done anything wrong Duo."
"Huh, but I . . . you couldn't have wanted that?" Duo stared intently at the fingers surrounding his own as he refused to look up and face Zechs.
"Now who's assuming they know what the other wants. I wouldn't have done that just now if I hadn't wanted too, regardless of what you think." The last few words were enough to make Duo look up where he found a kiss awaiting him.
This time Duo battled from the beginning as he forced his tongue into Zechs' mouth. He noticed the subtle change in the taste of Zechs immediately tasting the slight salty bitter tang, his breath hitching in his throat as he felt his cock twitch with a new lease of life. When the kiss ended, Duo looked down between his legs and watched as Zechs stroked his reawakening erection.
Something nudged Duo's behind and he was reminded that Zechs was still hard. Reaching down between his legs with a little apprehension, Duo let one finger trace first the head then the prominent vein where his other fingers joined it as they curled around Zechs' arousal. Duo began to move his hand up and down mimicking Zechs' actions from earlier and hoping that he was doing what the other wanted.
Duo's hand faltered when Zechs leaned forward and rested his head on his shoulder, a low moan ringing, and reverberating in Duo's ear. "I want you." Duo's fingers released their hold as he felt icy blue eyes looking at him. He turned to see Zechs staring at him through half closed eyes as if he'd just awoken from a pleasant dream. "Will you?"
"I. will it hurt?" Duo could do nothing to hide his worry as the words tumbled from his mouth. Losing control was a daunting prospect to Duo especially when a supposed enemy was wielding that control. Now that his mouth had kicked in, he just rambled on regardless. "I read somewhere that it hurts if you're not ready or if you're forced or. "
Zechs interrupted Duo's rant by quickly kissing him, before he voiced his own response. "Do you normally babble like this?" Zechs gave Duo another swift kiss before continuing. "If you don't want me, if you don't want this it's alright to say no. I'm not. "
"I do but. I'm scared 'K? You know what you want and you know what you're doing." Duo was surprised that he had said as much. He never lied but that didn't mean that he would blab the truth at the drop of a hat. Zechs raised his hand in front of Duo but remained silent, curling his long fingers up until only his index finger was left unbent.
"What?" Duo regarded the single digit then looked beyond to find that Zechs was beginning to blush. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"Once." Zechs lowered his eyes as Duo's brow began to wrinkle in concentration as he pondered the meaning of Zechs' gesture.
"Once what?" The realization of what that single finger meant suddenly became apparent to Duo. "Oh. I see. One, once. Heh I just thought that.well it's once more than me." Duo found himself blushing profusely at his own admission. He let his eyes roam up Zechs chest and found a serious look on the blond man's face.
"I don't want to hurt you." Zechs looked worried again. Duo lifted the end of his braid and used it to stroke along Zechs jaw as if it were a paintbrush.
"I sense a but coming here Zechs." The handful of hair was swished across Zechs' nose making him smile. "I'm not stupid."
"That's not what you told me earlier." The smile reached Zechs' eyes as he pulled Duo closer.
"Ha fucking ha. I meant that I know it's going to hurt; it's inevitable." Duo continued to draw invisible lines across Zechs' features before he dragged his makeshift brush down to the taut brown nubs on Zechs chest.
"No it's not inevitable. It doesn't have to hurt." Zechs was going red again as he seemed to be stuck for words. "I didn't expect this. Gods if I had I would have been better prepared. Now I know why he used to. " Zechs stopped abruptly.
Duo noticed the look of horror as it flickered for a moment on Zechs' face before he seemed to regain control of himself. For a fleeting second, Duo was tempted to ask who Zechs was referring to but changed his mind. He didn't want to have a sudden inferiority complex about being as good as, whoever it was that Zechs almost let slip. Instead Duo just bit his tongue and turned back to Zechs' chest, the hair renewing its circling of the dark flesh.
"Umh. so what now." Duo was unsure of what to do or say, anything he could think of seemed inadequate. He let his head fall forward until his brow rested on Zechs' collarbone. He was afraid of what his body was doing, he was afraid of what he wanted and mostly he was afraid of the consequences his actions would bring about.
"Are you sure you want this Duo. I don't want you to think you have to do this because of what has already been done. I would rather you said 'no' than feel like you are obliged to reciprocate my actions."
Duo lifted his head and stared blankly at Zechs. "If all that means that you don't want me to feel like I owe you one then why couldn't you just say that in the first place? Gees and you say I babble." Duo now began to smile as he watched the corners of Zechs' mouth beginning to turn upwards once again. "So again with the, what now?" The fact that he was willing to trust this officer, his named enemy with something so precious wasn't lost on Duo, but again his instincts were telling him Zechs was genuine in his desire not to hurt him in any way. That Zechs could think of Duo's well-being as more important than his own gratification was enough to make Duo feel a little more comfortable if not wholly relaxed about what was going to happen.
Duo felt Zechs shift beneath him, as he was gently pulled further up Zechs' lap. Their chests were pressed tightly together and Duo could feel the faint beating of Zechs' heart. Duo tried to feel the constant drumming of his own heart only to find he could not distinguish his own from Zechs'. Duo took a deep steadying breath and waited for Zechs to continue.
Zechs seemed reluctant to do anything once he held Duo closer. His face still wore a smile but it was beginning to slowly change into a frown.
"What's the matter? Beginning to think this isn't such a good idea." Duo hadn't meant to say the words but he was feeling Zechs' reluctance, which in turn had caused him to utter what was on his mind.
Delicate blond eyelashes fluttered letting pale blue eyes focus on deep violet. "No! No. it's just that I don't want to hurt you and. oh fuck." The last two words where just barely audible to Duo.
"I thought that was the idea." Duo couldn't help himself as he began to giggle but stopped immediately when he noticed that Zechs wasn't laughing with him. "Sorry it's just that. what's the problem? I thought we'd agreed that this is what both of us wanted."
"Yes but that still doesn't stop me from wishing that I had something to make this easier for you. I know I said that it doesn't hurt but. " Zechs' trailed off while giving Duo a slightly exasperated look, his cheeks coloring again. When he noticed the sly smile spreading across Duo's face he looked away unable to maintain eye contact. "You're enjoying this aren't you?"
"Yup, not often I get a chance to make someone else squirm." Duo reached out and turned Zechs to face him again, fingers tracing along a smooth jaw. "I think I have a solution to your; our problem."
Zechs regarded Duo carefully the way a child would a parent when they are sure something is being sugar coated to make it easier to swallow. "Go on."
Duo didn't answer he just reached up and began to rummage about in his mass of chestnut hair, noting Zechs' bewildered expression. After a few seconds, Duo lowered his hand unfurling his fingers to reveal his secret. Duo used a finger to push the items about allowing Zechs to see what he was holding as the light glinted off several small lock picks, a razor blade and a small thin strip of some plastic explosive before he finally lifted the prize.
"Okay Zechs, so it's not rose scented or anything like that, but it's the best three in one you're likely to find outside of an Oz maintenance bay and guaranteed to grease the entrance of any sneak." The laughter that came from Zechs was unexpected and Duo gave the man a rather withering glare. "Okay what's so funny. Here I am trying to help you get your leg over and all I get is laughed at." Duo noticed Zechs wince at his blunt statement.
"I'm sorry I offer you my humblest apologies Duo but your choice of words were perhaps more evocative than you had intended." Zechs grasped Duo's wrist and pulled the hand with its tiny vial of golden liquid closer for a more thorough inspection. A pale eyebrow was raised in question when Zechs turned back to Duo, eyeing his braid with a little curiosity. "I wonder what else you have hidden in there my little magpie."
"Magpie?" Duo squinted up at Zechs unsure if he wanted to know what it meant. He'd had insults thrown at him most of his life but he'd never heard this one before.
Zechs let his tongue play across his lips before he replied. "Magpie. Yes I think magpie is appropriate, you certainly chatter like one and have a liking for shiny objects." Long fingers relieved Duo of the vial he still clutched in his captive hand before Zechs released his hold. "And yet they are also said to be the portends of death and destruction in some cultures. Birds of ill omen and misfortune, I rather fancy that could apply to you too."
Duo couldn't think of anything to say as he began to safely secret away his picks and other items. He eyed Zechs as if daring him to say something about what he was doing. Instead, Duo tilted his head in the direction of the vial Zechs was still holding up to the light. "So is that okay?"
"Well if it's good enough for sneaks, I'm sure it will be just fine for our purposes." Duo allowed himself on impish grin at Zechs' words, before he began to wriggle about with anticipation and anxiety.
"So. " Duo managed to calm himself as he let his gaze drift back and forth between the crystal blue of Zechs' eyes and the glittering gold liquid in the others hand even as it was lowered out of sight.
"So. " The word was an echo of Duo's and seemed to drip from Zechs' lips as they brushed against Duo's upturned face leaving a trail of kisses as light as butterfly wings until he reached his mouth.
The kiss was soft and slow as Zechs let his tongue play across Duo's teeth and then onwards into the wet warm depths beyond. Occasionally Duo would push Zechs advancing tongue back but found himself too distracted by what Zechs' hands were beginning to do. Fluttering touches on his hips, then waist then eventually his back made Duo push closer to Zechs making them both aware of each others need trapped between their bodies.
Lips still joined, rough calloused fingers lazily trailed up and down Duo's spine eliciting a deep guttural moan, which began in his chest and carried on into Zechs' mouth.
Duo's eyelids shut letting his body become more attuned to that of Zechs in much the same way he would sit in his Gundam before a battle. His fingers tangled in long strands of blond hair as it cascaded down Zechs' back. By denying his sight, Duo's heightened senses were being bombarded by the smell, taste, and touch of Zechs.
Duo allowed his eyes to flicker open briefly as he felt strong hands beginning to knead the flesh of his behind. Zechs' eyes were closed, oblivious to Duo's scrutiny as the kiss continued.
The movement was slow and deliberate as Duo felt himself being lowered to the ground once more. The coldness of the damp earth as it touched his hot skin made him shake in Zechs' embrace, ending the kiss. Duo opened his eyes and found himself staring straight up into the clear sky blue of Zechs' eyes.
Zechs seemed as if he were about to ask something but Duo just nodded his head, already knowing what the unasked question was. This was just a final acknowledgement, making sure that they understood each other.
Releasing his hold on Zechs, Duo allowed the man to move away from him, but Zechs didn't go far. He moved from between Duo's legs to lie alongside him, propping himself upright with a folded arm. Duo kept his gaze fixed firmly on Zechs as he waited.
For what seemed like an eternity, Zechs just looked at Duo stretched out before him. His eyes roving over every curve and dip of skin, muscle, and bone that was Duo. A finger was placed on Duo's forehead just below his hairline before it was gently led down between lust glazed violet orbs, over delicate nose and onwards to kiss swollen lips.
Duo parted his lips and welcomed the finger, sucking it in until it was buried deep inside his mouth. He could feel Zechs shake beside him as he began to let his tongue coil about the finger. Only half aware of his body, Duo could feel Zechs' arousal press eagerly against his hip, he reached out and began to stroke the hardness, his fingers smearing the slick pre-cum over the engorged head.
Zechs pulled his finger from between wet lips, a sigh escaping with it. The finger continued down, over chin, down long neck and on towards the dark taught nubs on Duo's chest. The wet trail it left in its wake was enough to make Duo gasp for air as his finger spiraled around sensitive skin
Distracted by what Zechs' finger was doing, he almost cried out as he felt hot breath on his other nipple. After the warmth came teasing, nibbling teeth that grazed flesh. Duo found himself almost sobbing as he felt Zechs push into his hand with a growing need.
Zechs lifted his head and regarded Duo with keen intent as he let his hand drift lower until it was brushing the soft curls at the base of Duo's erection. Duo raised his hips trying to get Zechs to take him into his hand but his throbbing arousal was ignored as the fingers ghosted lower only lightly touching his sacs before stroking his thighs causing him to spread his legs wider.
The hand was removed and Duo looked up worriedly at Zechs thinking that something was wrong. Instead, Duo found Zechs removing the stopper from the small vial before pouring some of its contents over his fingers.
As Duo watched he felt a sudden urge to reject what was happening. A need to get up and run from what was about to happen overwhelmed him. Any thoughts of flight were quickly forgotten as Zechs' lips brushed against Duo's in a deep kiss that left him oblivious to everything.
Awareness came back with a sudden rush as Duo felt a slick finger tentatively pressing at his opening. He could feel it as it circled the tight ring of muscle before it was gently pushed inside. Duo could feel his whole body becoming tense at the intrusion. It wasn't painful exactly; just an uncomfortable stinging sensation but it was enough to send his muscles into a fit of clenching and squeezing as they tried to expel the intruder.
Zechs seemed undeterred by Duo's body's defenses as he let his hand remain still, neither pushing further or withdrawing. He just held firm as Duo wriggled and squirmed about his finger. After what seemed like an eternity the wriggling and writhing subsided and Zechs withdrew his lips from Duo's and looked down to find eyelids squeezed tightly shut and a frown creasing the mouth and forehead below.
"Is it hurting?" The words were edged with concern but Duo refused to open his eyes to look at Zechs, instead he just shook his head by way of an answer. He was still keenly aware of the finger only, just inside of him. "You're not lying to me are you Duo."
Eyelids snapped open and Duo found himself staring up into the pale blue of Zechs' eyes once more, he wanted to say something scathing and sarcastic in response but something stopped him and he found the words were a whisper as they left his mouth. "I don't lie."
A pale blond eyebrow was raised slightly as Zechs continued to look at Duo, wanting to believe the same of himself but knowing deep down that he had lied most of his life, in fact most of his life was a lie if he looked at it truthfully. "I wish I could say the same."
Duo couldn't help himself, the look that was starting to form on the face looking down on him was one of shear self loathing and despair both of which were not welcome in Duo's eyes. He reached up and grabbed a handful of hair and pulled Zechs back to his mouth were he forced his tongue past slightly stubborn swollen lips. He tried to forget about the finger and centre his thoughts on Zechs' mouth this time as he felt his tongue being slowly sucked on.
Zechs and Duo were lost within the passion of the kiss, but it was Zechs who recovered his senses first, noting Duo's continued distraction as he sucked tenderly on the intruding flesh in his mouth. As he pulled more of Duo's tongue into him so he gently pushed his finger further into Duo's tightness.
It wasn't until the second joint was pushed passed gently resisting muscle that Duo was once more aware of Zechs' finger inside him. He tried to concentrate on what his own hands were doing; one tangled in platinum blond hair the other holding onto something long and hard. Duo began to slowly move his fingers up and down Zechs' length and smiled inwardly as he noticed how his ministrations seemed to stop the others finger's advancement, but it was short lived.
It was hard for Zechs to reassert any form of control over his body as Duo worked his hand upon his desperately weeping erection. The renewed movement of the small deft fingers had caught him off guard and it had taken all his will, to still his own hand and not bury his finger completely inside Duo but after a few seconds of regaining his composure he pushed for the last time, suddenly aware of his knuckles pushing against the firm flesh of Duo's buttocks.
Duo turned his head to one side ending the kiss as an audible hiss escaped through his clenched teeth.
"Duo." The voice was deep and husky and Duo felt it more than heard it. "Duo please look at me."
Duo reluctantly turned his head but he kept his eyes downcast and stared at Zechs' chest, refusing to meet the others gaze, not wanting the man to see the tears that were beginning to form and seek release from his eyes.
"Do you want me to stop?" There was no anger, no disappointment in the words, just an honest question that needed an honest answer. Duo looked up then and felt warm lips kissing away the tears then the lips were pressing against his own and he could taste the salt, bitter and stinging.
Zechs began withdrawing his finger as he continued to kiss Duo, he could feel his own body thrumming with the pent up need for release but he had no intention of hurting the delicate body lying next to him.
A vice like grip was suddenly applying pressure to Zechs wrist giving him no opportunity to retreat his hand further. He broke the kiss looking down, to discover Duo's fingers white with the strain he was exerting to keep Zechs' hand in place then to his surprise he could feel his finger being pushed back inside the tight ring of muscle until it was buried completely within. Turning back to regard the others face Zechs found a look of determination now apparent on Duo's face. His response was to give Duo a reassuring smile before he lowered his head and began kissing him once more.
Zechs waited a few moments before he continued his ministrations as he slowly pulled out and then gently pushed his finger back in. It wasn't long before he noticed that there was no longer any resistance; realizing that he must keep Duo distracted long enough so that he could insert a second finger. Zechs made sure Duo was unaware of what he was going to do next as he pushed his arousal forcefully into the others hand, making sure that Duo was distracted on two fronts.
Duo tightened his grip on Zechs erection as he felt him pushing desperately into his hand. Duo was well aware of what Zechs was trying to do so he tried to forget about his body and not let his thoughts linger on what was about to happen. It was hard for Duo not to accidentally bite Zechs tongue as he felt a second finger entering alongside the first. This time he was aware of pain yet it was still not what he was expecting. It was a burning stinging sensation, but it was no worse than say a paper cut or a minor graze. Duo tried to ignore the pain and the second finger as he felt them being pushed further into him.
Zechs could feel the renewed tension in Duo's body as he began to search for something he knew would dispel the other fears. A shuddering whimper hitched in Duo's throat as the pain became more intense and he fought with his instincts once more to push the man away and run. Then, as suddenly as the pain had flared it was replaced with an indescribable sensation, which Duo had never experienced before. It was as if his heart had stopped for a fleeting second, and with its renewed beating it brought blinding lights which were accompanied by the sound of his blood as it rushed through his veins in a deafening crescendo of white noise.
Desperately sucking in air Duo tried to speak. "What...what...the fuck was that?" Zechs had already pulled away from him, giving him the space he needed to regain his composure. Reaching up with trembling fingers Duo lightly brushed Zechs cheek with still trembling fingers. "I thought I was going to pass out there for a minute man. Is that supposed to happen?" His voice had almost returned to normal now but his eyes were still watering and sensitive to the brilliant bright sunlight around him, his skin too was still burning in the aftermath and he could feel every strand of Zechs hair as it brushed over his skin.
"Funny, I thought you were about to pass out too." The smile on Zechs face was almost as dazzling as the afternoon sun and Duo found himself basking in its radiance. "Did... did you enjoy that?"
"Does a bear go shit in the woods? Of course, I enjoyed it. What wasn't there to enjoy I mean, you know what it feels like right?" Duo cast a quizzical eye in Zechs direction, but found a rather blank expression on the blonds pale features. "You've never... never felt that?"
Zechs lowered his head and hid beneath his bangs trying to avoid Duo's insistent gaze but it was futile as deft fingers flicked the fragile barricade aside. "Hey Zechs don't hide from me. It's okay, I should have guessed that maybe... " Duo stopped for a second wondering what he could say next without upsetting or insulting the man lying next to him. "Maybe you were... nah somehow, I can't see you letting anyone do this to you." Duo could feel his cheeks beginning to burn as he finished his sentence. Feeling embarrassed, and slightly stupid he let the curtain of hair fall back into place hiding Zechs' pale blue eyes.
The sigh that escaped Zechs' lips seemed loud in the silence of the clearing its only competition the gurgling of the river as it lazily made its way to the ocean. "No you're right I suppose, not anyone but maybe. " Zechs stopped and seemed reluctant to voice the rest of his thoughts. After a few seconds Zechs lifted his head and looked down at Duo a smile creeping back onto his face. He licked his lips before he spoke. "So you still want this?"
"Fuck yes, but I want more than your fingers I want this." His fingers pulled on the hot swollen flesh in his hand and he felt a sudden rush of pride as he watched Zechs, as he seemed to loose control of his body pushing himself desperately into the tight grip. "I want you."
"Patience, you're not ready yet." Zechs moved his fingers and noticed the slight twitch around Duo's eyes indicating possible pain and discomfort, but he was not going to rush into this. He refused to cause any more pain than was necessary to Duo.
"No. No I want you now." Duo could see the look of worry once again forming on Zechs' face but he wasn't going to be deterred no matter what Zechs arguments were.
"But Duo you're not." Zechs trailed off as if he were trying to find the right words. "It would hurt you too much and I'm not willing to do that."
"I hate to point this out to you Zechs but there's a big difference between your fingers and that." Again for emphasis he gave Zechs' erection a long hard stroke and again witnessed the man struggle to keep his body under control. "Its' still going to hurt either way so I say why wait."
"But. " Duo stopped Zechs with a kiss, silencing him before he could voice any more protests. He could feel Zechs beginning to shake beside him as if he were battling an unseen foe before he stilled. Duo allowed himself to look up into Zechs' eyes and found them sparkling with what seemed to be unshed tears.
As Duo tried to think of a possible explanation for the glistening diamonds that clung to Zechs' pale eyelashes he was again reminded of Zechs fingers. He could feel them briefly as they pushed into him one last time before they were lazily withdrawn leaving Duo feeling empty. He frowned for a moment as he wondered why he would think of their removal that way but quickly turned his attention back to the long blond haired man lying beside him.
Zechs let his fingers stroke Duo's tight sacs, then his twitching arousal as the still oiled digits continued there retreat. He couldn't take his eyes off Duo's upturned face. The perfect angelic features framed by the mussed up chestnut halo and the long braid trailing over the earth like some bizarre serpent. The small hand that had been teasing him was removed and he could feel his erection throbbing constantly as it thrust out in front of him. Regardless of his earlier words he desperately wanted to lay claim to what Duo was offering him.
Duo watched as Zechs pulled himself onto his hands and knees along side his prostrate body. He could feel a knot of anticipation and fear forming in the pit of his stomach but he tried to keep still and remain calm. He was still finding it a bit surreal that his first experience of intimacy would be with a man, but it didn't disturb him as much as he thought it would. A fleeting thought distracted him, what would the other remaining Gundam pilots think of him if they ever found out about this. He banished the thought as quickly as it had arisen, turning his attention back to Zechs who was now kneeling beside him his arousal rising dark and swollen from a bed of pale wispy down in stark contrast to his pale skin.
Zechs had retrieved the vial of oil and began releasing the stopper. Once open, he let the contents begin to trickle over the length of his erection, which twitched and bobbed as the cool liquid dripped over it. He reached out to smear it over himself, only to find Duo's quick fingers curling around him as they easily glided over his hard flesh.
Zechs allowed Duo to continue for a few moments, and then he reached down, curling his own fingers about the smaller ones. Together they moved up and down Zechs' length both staring intently at one another, paying no attention to their hands. After several more long strokes, Zechs withdrew his hand taking Duo's with it.
While Duo had lost himself momentarily in the depths of Zechs' pale blue eyes, his hand following its own instincts, his body had relaxed once more, so he found himself flinching at Zechs' touch, the long fingers stroking the sensitive skin of his inner thighs. He began to part his legs once more widening them unthinkingly, making more room for Zechs to get between them.
Zechs moved slowly until he was settled once more between Duo's spread legs his knees gently nudging them further apart. He reached forward and gently stroked the skin feeling it soft and yielding beneath his touch as his hands began to trail downwards. He gripped one of Duo's slim sinewy calves and lifted the leg, exposing more of Duo's tight behind. The new exposure of the firm skin, and the dark spot that marked Duo's tight opening was enough to elicit a stifled groan of want from Zechs.
Duo wriggled about a little uncomfortably as he watched Zechs lifting his leg, keenly aware of the cool air rushing over his behind. The sound that had emanated from Zechs seemed magnified as it seemed that his bones vibrated to the sound. He had no time to ponder this new feeling as his attention was suddenly focused on his other leg as he felt warm fingers trace invisible patterns on his burning skin. He raised his knee at the teasing fingers instigation without any words from Zechs. Now with one leg firmly in Zechs hold and the other bent at his command he was completely exposed to the man between his legs
Zechs took a deep breath to steady himself. His nerves seemed frayed beyond anything he had ever felt before and he could feel his body beginning to shake, with anticipation and fear, a heady combination but he strived to remain in control. He moved closer to the warm waiting body beneath him and let his eyes rest on the glazed violet depths of Duo's.
He moved slowly, keeping his focus on the violet orbs before him. His straining and aching erection began to brush against something firm. Without breaking eye contact he reached between there bodies and guided the long hard flesh to Duo's awaiting entrance, removing his hand only when he was sure there was no possible room for mishap or escape. The retracted hand was placed on the soft earth to the side of Duo's head keeping the other where it was holding Duo's leg firmly in place. He noticed the look of worry and doubt as it spread across Duo's upturned face and he leaned forward kissing him in an attempt to dispel his fears.
Duo accepted the kiss concentrating on the warm soft lips that sucked on his own, on the tongue that sought entrance. He tried to fix his attention on their mouths, the taste, the feel, anything that would distract him from the hard heat he could feel pressing urgently trying to gain entrance.
It started with a dull pain then Duo became rigid beneath Zechs mouth as he felt the blunt head penetrate past protesting muscles. His eyes rolled about their sockets before settling back to look into the bottomless blue depths of Zechs' eyes. It took Duo several seconds to realize that Zechs had stilled his movements too as if he could sense Duo's pain. Duo closed his eyes unable to continue looking into the icy infinity of Zechs eyes.
The feeling of entering Duo and the tightening heat around the head of his arousal was a torturous delight to Zechs and one which would take him a step closer to blissful oblivion. He stopped his slow advance all too aware of Duo and his discomfort. The tightly scrunched up eyes and the single tear escaping from them was testament to Duo's suffering. He began to kiss his way to the errant tear and removed it with his lips tasting the salt as it stung his tender swollen flesh. The hissing of his breath mingled with the soft whimper that escaped Duo. His body was desperate to be filled but his mind still held sway and he refused to give in to its needs at another's expense. With reluctance he began to withdraw only to feel tiny needles of pain in the flesh of his shoulders.
Duo clung tightly to Zechs, his nails digging into the straining muscles of the man's broad shoulders, wincing inwardly as he began to feel a blossoming wetness under some of his fingers. He refused to open his eyes, not wanting to see the red liquid flowering on the flawless pale skin. His body's protests at the intrusion were nothing compared to what his whole being was feeling as he realized that Zechs was withdrawing from him.
"No!" The word exploded from Duo and it seemed to echo around the clearing filling the air with its sound. He could feel Zechs' lips as they fluttered and flitted all over his perspiration drenched face before they fell hungrily upon his mouth as if they would steal anymore words he uttered. All Duo could do was cling tightly to Zechs as he felt the pain begin to lance up once more through his body, then it had lessened and he could feel other things now like his cock lying heavy and limp across his abdomen. The wilting flesh almost trapped between Zechs and himself. He tried to think when that had happened, he'd been hard when Zechs had entered him, and he'd not felt himself cum, but then he remembered, the searing pain as it had come rushing headlong banishing his arousal as surely as if he's been kicked between the legs.
The word still echoed inside of Zechs' head as he slowly pushed back into the comforting warmth and tightness, yet he only pushed the aching head back inside, still feeling the almost painful resistance of squeezing muscles trying to force him back. Zechs waited, trying to ignore the pain in his shoulders and the building heat in the pit of his stomach; sure that it was consuming him from the inside out. The muscles encircling him finally ceased their assault stilling completely.
Duo felt his body's surrender and he allowed his claw like grip to loosen on Zechs' shoulders. He opened his eyes and to his shame he could see already drying blood coloring his fingernails and a thin red line which was slowly becoming diluted as it mixed with the beads of sweat that were forming on Zechs' skin.
Zechs shifted slightly releasing his hold on Duo's leg and letting it slide into the crook of his elbow, freeing his hand so that he could lean further forward and brace himself more easily. Duo's body pressed tightly against his, surprising Zechs by its suppleness, reminding him of a contortionist or gymnast. He let Duo relax and settle into the new position waiting patiently before he continued. Zechs pushed once more into Duo's tight searing heat stopping the moment he felt resistance. He could feel Duo's lithe body stiffen at the obvious onslaught of new pain, again he could feel the muscles contract about him almost crushing him painfully and he bit down on his bottom lip hoping to silence the whimper he could feel rising to his mouth. His brow was beginning to crease with the worry and strain he was beginning to feel acutely, then it was his turn to be kissed to distraction. A warn wet tongue flicked over and then between his lips while nimble fingers kneaded the torn skin on his shoulders easing them slightly.
Duo was still ware of his body's reluctance to allow any further intrusion but he was now also sure that he was causing some pain to Zechs as he continued to kiss him. He could feel Zechs flinch slightly every time his own body clamped down on the unwanted hardness trying to fill him.
Duo moved, just a gentle thrust of his hips, and hissed audibly as he felt more of Zechs slide inside accompanied by a stifled moan from Zechs. His muscles were protesting once more but they seemed to be realizing that their resistance was futile; his body slowly resigning itself to the inevitable.
Zechs had found it almost impossible to stop from thrusting deeply into Duo after he had pushed up against him. He again felt his erection being assaulted with the exquisite pain of the pulsing grip of Duo's internal barriers trying to displace him. All too quickly he could feel the muscles relenting upon his length and he tentatively pushed forward again.
Duo noticed it first, the expected rebelling of muscles never began, instead he felt his body welcome the intrusion, and he felt as if he was drawing Zechs into him. He looked up to see his own amazement mirrored on Zechs' face.
All Zechs could feel were the ripples, the muscles that had once repelled now moved upon him like feather light fingers stroking him, pulling him further and further into the consuming heat of Duo. Zechs allowed himself to slip deeper into Duo's body, yet it seemed to take an eternity; but eventually he was completely inside. He leaned forward feeling exhausted yet he had done nothing, panting on the taut sensitive flesh of Duo's neck before kissing his way towards soft waiting lips. He could feel Duo's small warm hands beginning to roam from his shoulders, one snaking down his back the other now moving over his chest, seeking out taught sensitive flesh to tease.
Duo could feel the slight rocking motion as Zechs began to move within him. He couldn't feel any pain now just a warm tingle and a slight pressure that could become anything. He began to move, rocking back and forth in time to Zechs and felt something flutter within him, almost but not quite what he had experienced earlier when Zechs was readying him with his fingers.
The hand that had been near Duo's head, Zechs moved, bringing it back between them now. His fingers slipped easily over the fine sheen of sweat that was coating Duo's stomach and then he let it go lower until he found the soft flesh of Duo's now flaccid erection. He began to coax it back to life and was rewarded with a long moan that flowed from Duo's moist swollen lips. The wilting flesh was starting to harden at his touch and he stroked the length slowly in time to his own movements. It was a long sigh of delight that escaped his own lips when he felt Duo push back against him, both into his hand and onto his throbbing erection.
Duo couldn't help himself he needed to see with his own eyes what his body was feeling. He lifted his head slightly and let his gaze fall between his body and that of Zechs. His breath caught in his throat as he watched long fingers pull on his now throbbing cock, straining in Zechs hold once more. He felt the body inside him still and he became aware that he was being watched, so he turned his eyes upward and found Zechs smiling down on him, small ringlets of pale gold clinging to the beads of perspiration on the damp skin of his face.
Raising his hand from Zechs' chest he reached up and cupped a cheek, letting his thumb brush over the softness of the skin. Zechs moved his head slightly and caught Duo's thumb between his lips, letting his tongue brush along it before sucking it into his mouth. Duo groaned loudly as he felt teeth graze the digit, then fingers teasing the tip of his arousal. He pulled his thumb from the sucking lips and traced them briefly, before turning Zechs' head so that he too could look down on what he had been watching only moments ago. He felt the sigh ghost over the saliva covered flesh as it slipped from Zechs' mouth.
Zechs watched in slight wonder as he began to withdraw, the oil glistening on the shaft of his arousal and he waited, savoring the view before he thrust back into Duo's body, feeling it welcome him without resistance. He moved Duo's leg again until it was resting on his shoulder, Duo assisting him by lifting his hips slightly to allow Zechs to slip even deeper. He let his gaze linger for a few more seconds before allowing it to roam up a sweat slicked body coming to rest finally on Duo's glowing face, there was a smile already on his lips but it was spreading to his eyes.
Duo didn't think it was possible to feel more of Zechs pushing inside of him, but when he had moved his leg he'd felt himself being filled to what felt like bursting point. When Zechs had leaned forward again he quickly pulled his mouth down to his own, hungrily sucking on eagerly proffered lips and tongue. He could feel Zechs pulling out of him and he clung more tightly to the man waiting for the returning thrust. When it came it was like a crashing wave, and Duo felt himself drowning. His back arched from the floor only his shoulders and head were in contact with the silty sand of the river bank. What he had experienced earlier, a mere taste of what was now overtaking his senses. Again Duo could feel himself close to losing consciousness but then he felt himself dragged back from the darkness by Zechs.
The words were gravelly and hastily uttered but Duo focused on them, searing them into his memory. "I want this. I want to know what it's like. I want you." Zechs punctuated his words by pushing forward again brushing the hidden trigger inside Duo, almost making him forget himself but not quite as he continued to focus on the words. "I want you to show me. Duo I want you."
The meaning of what Zechs had just said wasn't lost on Duo and he could feel himself taking another step closer to the edge of the abyss, his mind conjuring a picture of their roles reversed. He could clearly see himself thrusting wantonly into Zechs, while the platinum haired man writhed beneath his touch, close to release just as he was now.
Zechs could feel the blood pulsing in his hand as Duo became even harder, his sacs tight and firm as they pressed against him every time he pushed back into the exquisite tight heat. He slowed himself, aware that he too was getting close, almost on the brink like Duo panting heavily below him. He tried not to think of what it would feel like to have Duo take him, instead concentrating on his hand and arousal as one stroked hot hard flesh and the other slipped deep, back and forth into the receptive vessel. Once more he could feel himself almost spill over the edge.
Duo could feel it starting, riding unbidden as Zechs pushed in to him again and again, every other thrust grazing the point within him that sent him spinning dizzily inside his own head causing him to experience sparking light behind his closed eyelids. His body was still arching up, never really coming back down to earth after every push, every thrust, and every touch.
A sound began to fill Duo's head and for a fleeting second he wondered where it came from before realizing that it was coming from deep within himself, a soft mewling that was steadily growing in volume. He clung onto Zechs now his nails scraping over the taught flawless skin on the mans back as he became only too ware of the floodgates opening up before him.
The moan of delight that should have come from Duo's mouth was stuck, strangled in his throat. The floodgates had been slammed closed and his headlong rush to completion halted unceremoniously by a sudden pressure he could feel around his twitching cock. He opened his eyes and looked up to find Zechs looking down at him the expression on his face that of a man on the edge of losing all reason.
Zechs lent forward, pressing himself more tightly against Duo, his hand stilling on the rigid flesh having done what was required yet he felt himself still teetering on the edge, one gentle nudge and sweet release would welcome him. The pressure was almost unbearable yet it was laced with an aching delight that Zechs felt keenly as he dragged his tongue over the sweat soaked skin of Duo's neck, feeling the racing pulse beneath the surface. He continued on until his lips brushed the lobe of Duo's ear, sucking in the tender flesh and tugging on it with his teeth. He could hear the strangled hiss as it fled Duo's mouth only inches away from his own ear; he relented and released his hold on the flesh.
"Sorry." The word seemed inadequate as it left his mouth. Zechs allowed himself to move tentatively within Duo, sensing rather than feeling that the body beneath him was relaxing, no longer taught with the strain of imminent release. "Will you forgive me?"
Zechs sought out Duo's face and found a piercing pair of violet blue eyes staring unblinkingly up at him. Again any words he could think of seemed inadequate yet he needed to continue. "I just didn't want this to be over so. "
"Quickly." Duo finished the sentence smiling as he felt long fingers slowly beginning to move upon him again. "I forgive you. " He could feel Zechs push into him, distracting him a little but he continued regardless. ".just don't. don't do it again. I want to feel."
"You. " Zechs picked up the thread of Duo's words, beginning a slow rhythm as he began to push back and forth into the welcoming tight heat. Any thoughts to again deny them both their release were tossed aside, buried under the slowly growing tide of desire once more beginning to build. ". when you."
Duo's fingers moved to Zechs' lips stopping him from uttering the word that now slipped from his own lips. "Cum."
The word was barely out of Duo's mouth when their lips hungrily sought each other out, biting, sucking, and probing. Duo let his body move in time to Zechs', rising up, pushing onto every thrust. The movements were slow, Zechs keeping a sedate pace as he pushed into Duo, both groaning into the others mouth feeling the sound as it echoed into their bodies.
Duo let his fingers dance all over broad shoulders and well muscled back, tracing patterns and then clawing the flesh when Zechs nudged him into screeching distraction with a penetrating thrust.
Zechs watched intently, fascinated by Duo, who seemed so responsive to what he was doing. He could feel the hard point within Duo when he nudged it, and could have lost himself to the engulfing pleasure a hundred times over at the ensuing ripples that lapped at his deeply buried erection.
Duo noticed the change in tempo; his body already beginning to fall into the new rhythm Zechs was setting, yet it was still slow and measured. He arched up and hugged Zechs tightly to himself as he could feel Zechs brush against the centre of his desire, once then twice more in quick succession, leaving him feeling light headed and euphoric. He sucked in air, trying to give voice to his need but found only a low and pleading moan his response.
Zechs moved in and out, the need to fill, push further, more deeply into Duo, starting to consume him. He was aware that time was passing them by in the world beyond their own tangled, sweat drenched bodies, the outside world. A sudden thought of the war being over when they emerged from this self created oasis of passion made him still for a second wishing that the thought could become a reality by just sheer force of will. He could feel Duo's fingers flit over the tingling skin of his back urging him to continue. He abandoned the fairytale notion and drove himself deeply into Duo, feeling the skittering fingers scrape across his tender flesh as he buried his face in the crook of Duo's neck.
Duo could feel Zechs breath as it ghosted over the skin of his neck. He let one hand snake into Zechs' hair, damp with perspiration at the nape of the neck yet warm and dry where the sun touched it as it fanned out over his back. Duo found himself beginning to ride a wave of growing need as he let his fingers tightening their hold on pale gossamer strands as he used the hair to keep himself grounded, centered on Zechs. The pace again was changed, faster as if both of them were now feeling the inevitable taking hold of their bodies.
Zechs could feel it, a small flickering flame burning brighter with every second, and he knew it was impossible to hold back any longer.
Duo was finding it very hard to think of anything other than Zechs, and what he was doing. He was in a constant state of turmoil as he clawed and clung to the man between his legs, as he steadily rammed into him, driving him onward towards rapture.
Both were so wrapped up in each other, moving together like a synchronized ballet of need, complimenting each other, one giving the other taking as the tide began to rise and crash upon them, over them.
For a fleeting second Duo expected Zechs to stop him, hold him back as before, but the expected tightening around his painfully throbbing cock never materialized, and then he was lost as Zechs' hand quickened for the last time, teasing him, taunting him to let go at last.
The moan escaping Duo's lips was suddenly mutated into a resonating keening as he felt himself lurch upwards from the ground. He could feel his back and shoulders aching as they arched up from the floor, making him feel as if he would snap in two, as the crown of his head stayed firmly rooted to the earth. The world was upside down as Duo felt the molten liquid rain down on him. Duo didn't want to move, too wrapped up in his release, but he forced himself to lift his head with great effort, not wanting to miss anymore of this unbelievable experience or the look on the face above him. He felt dizzy as the world righted itself and he looked down his chest to see himself still cascading over Zechs' fist. Tiny beads of pale white pearlescent sparkled like jewels on Zechs' skin as well as his own. His body was pulsing inside and out making Duo acutely aware of the aching hardness still within him, of how it to was pulsing and twitching in time to his.
Zechs could feel the warm sticky liquid as it covered his fingers, abdomen and chest, the remaining shower falling onto Duo. The tightening of Duo's body was all he needed now to push him over the edge; the overpowering ripples felt as if they were trying to suck him deeper. He let his fingers loosen their hold on the softening flesh in his hand and reached up for Duo's glowing face, where he found lips slightly parted as they gasped for air, and eyes glazed to a deep amethyst. He hungrily kissed the swollen lips as he let himself push for the last time into the gripping tightness, exploding into the sucking heat of Duo's body. Zechs could feel himself shaking as Duo dug his nails into already raw skin on his shoulders. Zechs clung on to Duo as he felt himself being sucked dry by still clenching muscles, a noise rose up in his chest sounding almost primal as it filled his mouth then Duo's, before leaking into the silence around them.
Duo could feel the last of the fire as it flooded into him and he found himself desperately trying to hang onto Zechs as the man began to shudder under his touch. Duo wasn't surprised when Zechs pulled away from his lips and he too welcomed the cool air into his aching lungs. He watched strong arms shaking with strain, broad chest heaving as Zechs tried to regain some measure of control of his body as he tried not to collapse completely onto Duo's still contorted frame. Duo watched as Zechs reached for his leg and moved it from his shoulder where it began to slide easily down sweat slicked skin, finally coming to rest alongside Zechs' long legs.
Zechs shifted slightly, propping himself above Duo with one hand, tracing a smile with the other on lips that were hot to the touch. He lent forward brushing stray chestnut bangs away from the sleepy eyes that stared back at him before kissing the waiting mouth tenderly as he felt himself beginning to slide out of Duo's tight warmth. A sigh escaped into the kiss and was echoed by Duo who was now trailing his fingers lazily down Zechs spine.
Duo felt a sudden rush of sadness overtake him when he felt Zechs slide out of him completely, leaving him feeling empty. He could feel the sigh more than hear it but it was enough to end the kiss.
"Duo are you alright?" Zechs stared down concern coloring both his expression and his voice.
"Yeah, fine, just a bit stiff." As Duo uttered the words he could feel long fingers beginning to massage the still protesting muscles in his leg. "Mmm.that's nice." He didn't let his eyes leave those of Zechs for a second.
"Ya know, it's funny but. " Duo had to stop, completely losing his train of thought as Zechs continued to ease his aching muscles.
"What's funny?" Zechs kissed Duo's brow as he watched it crease with concentration. Unsure if Duo had taken in his prompt.
Duo covered his mouth trying to stifle a yawn before he could continue. "Sorry." Another yawn cut him short and he could feel his eyelids getting heavy. "It's just funny because.I haven't done anything yet.yet I'm."
"Tired?" Zechs watched Duo as he struggled to respond, in the end only managing a sleepy nod of the head. Moving from between Duo's legs, Zechs lay down beside him. "Come here." Opening his arms he welcomed Duo, who crawled into them willingly.
It didn't take long for Duo to be sleeping peacefully in his embrace and Zechs began to struggle with his own need to rest. It was his own worries of being discovered naked and asleep with a Gundam Pilot in his arms that stopped him from joining Duo in oblivious slumber. He reached up and stroked the soft brown hair, coiling an errant length about his finger as he wondered why the delicate body in his arms trusted him. What had he done to make Duo give him something so precious, freely? Zechs gave up trying to find answers, instead turning his attention to the blue skies above where he watched the sun as she continued her travels across the heavens.
tbc (many thanks for reading; one part left to go!!!)